Old Man - His youth as a Stolen
Generation Member
Written from stories told by Geoff Guest Written 1994. Last update April
2014. Geoff Guest A.O.M. has Aboriginal,
Irish, and Scot forebears and is now in his seventies. For over 20 years
Geoff (Old Man) has been passing on bushcraft and horse riding ways in Far
North Queensland, Australia - transforming Aboriginal, Islander and other
youth away from self harm and imprisonment. Aboriginal, Geoff Guest,
known respectfully as 'Old Man', is telling the stories to Aboriginal and
Islander youth at his Youth Camp - his own story: Geoff's family knew the
authorities were looking for children like him. Being fair skinned, his
family had left him dirty and had rubbed him all over with charcoal. Looking
for 'half-caste' children, the police arrive unexpectedly and grab Geoff when
he is aged four (around 1932). They deliberately pour hot tea on him -
burning him and scrubbing him to check skin colour. Discovering his fair
skin, he is taken from his family - one of the Stolen Generation. Geoff is placed in a
rural home with around 100 other Aboriginal boys - a harsh cheerless place.
Clothes for the younger boys are like dresses. They are made from two layers
of blanket with newspaper sewn between them. If visitors are to arrive, the
boys are all dressed in pants that are so hard, they chafe the crutch. Shoes
hurt. As soon as visitors leave, the children are put back into the blanket
dresses. They have to wash themselves after going on the toilet. There is no
toilet paper. Geoff has no memory of Christmas celebrations though it is a
mission run home. There is whispered talk among the boys of supervisors and
staffers doing 'dirty things' with the older boys. When Geoff is eight
(around 1936) the authorities place him with an English overseer and his wife
on a large sheep, cattle, grain, and hay property near Toowoomba, Queensland.
There are no other children on the station. Geoff has a large number of daily
chores. He is treated as an unpaid slave. The only contact the overseer's
wife has with Geoff is to yell at him to hurry up. Aboriginal stockmen, some
with Aboriginal wives though no children, live in some station buildings a
few kilometres away. After chores on Sunday, Geoff is allowed some
interaction with the Aboriginals. Some of the Aboriginal stockmen and the
wives show Geoff affection. From these Aboriginals Geoff learns traditional
bush and horse skills. By ten Geoff is very
skilled with horses. He regularly rides a very large scarifier, handling the
team of sixteen horses which pull it. The horses know what to do. However on
one day the team of horses bolt and damage a section of fencing before Geoff,
who manages to stay on the scarifier, regains control. After chores are
finished that night, and because he had damaged fencing and put the horses
and scarifier at risk, Geoff is tied to a fence post and whipped till his
shirt is in shreds and the skin is off his back. From that day Geoff can't
talk without a severe stutter. To this day he still bears the scars on back
and memory. During the next year
Geoff plans to escape from the station and maintain his freedom. A keen
observer, Geoff has by now become a very accomplished horseman and bushman.
From other aboriginal stockmen he knows the bush tucker ways and knows bush
medicine for man and horse. He excels at resourcefulness and self
sufficiency. He is told to lead a horse that 'can't be 'broken'' - away from
the station and the other horses and to release it. Geoff befriends this wild
horse. He builds a stockyard near a small waterhole he knows, where no one
will find the horse and keeps it there. Over a few months Geoff secrets two
other good stock horses in a paddock kept for pensioner (older) horses. He slowly snitches flour,
sugar and other provisions from a very large store shed. For shelter, he
takes a 12 foot square tarp, rope and a stockman's standard swag. He delights
in taking a considerable quantity of ammo and three guns - a 22 gauge rifle,
a 45 semi automatic pistol and a shotgun. He also takes holsters for the
guns, a sheath knife, cooking utensils, and a considerable quantity of
matches. Thinking ahead, Geoff
snitches pliers and a wire strainer so he can easily get his horses through
fences. He intends to repair fences immediately so as to not draw attention
to his presence as he travels. Geoff also snitches a saddle and two
saddlebags from the large store shed. Because the shed and contents are so
extensive, Geoff's snitching is not noticed. All of these things Geoff
stashes near the hidden stockyard. Geoff and the other
aboriginal people are never allowed to speak indoors. One afternoon Geoff
spoke when alone with the Overseer who had whipped him a year ago. The
overseer yells at Geoff for speaking (stuttering) and grabs a stock whip to
give Geoff another beating. Immediately Geoff grabs a small five foot
yard-whip used on cattle. These yard whips have a reasonable size ball
bearing woven into the tip. Geoff whips out first and scores a direct hit on
the overseer's head with the ball bearing. The overseer drops to the floor
like a stone, unconscious. Fearing he had killed the
overseer, Geoff flees un-noticed by others and takes the two stock horses
from the pensioners paddock. On reaching the third horse, Geoff quickly puts
the saddlebags on the two stock horses and packs his resource cache in the
bags. He ties the horses together and dismantles the yard so as to leave no
trace of its existence. He saddles the horse he is to ride The rifles fit
snugly in their holsters on the horses. By sunrise he is miles away from the
station - a small 11 year old rider leading two pack horses - all alone in a
vast lightly treed outback plain. At last he is alone with his Mother -
Earth. Over the next five
seasons Geoff has no contact with another person. He continual scans the
horizon to see others before they see him. To his knowledge, no one ever does
see him. He has no maps. He lives off the land. He knows that if you follow Kangaroos
and wallabies for a time and then walk away, they will follow. By approaching
and retreating he can get very close to them. He would select the animal he
wanted and bring it down with spear. In many respects Geoff reverts to a
traditional Aboriginal hunter gatherer way of life. He also eats goanna,
grubs, rabbits, snakes, and water fowl, as well as fruits, nuts and tubers -
typically he has his fill. He knows how to find water, though at times its
scarce. He draws on his station food supplies sparingly. He only uses the
guns in remote country as he does not want to attract attention to himself.
He mainly uses the 22. Typically, Geoff walks
and rides barefoot to save his boots. When it looks like raining he seeks out
horse feed, sets up his shelter and stays put. He gathers lots of wood to be
able to keep his fire going. He knows he will run out of matches so he starts
carrying a fire stick when he moves. He can light fires without matches. He
keeps materials for that. However he knows lighting new fires without matches
or a fire stick can be very difficult during prolonged wet spells. All the while he is
heading South by the sun and stars. He keeps to the great plains well in from
the Great Divide Mountain ranges. Even so, a number of times he crosses
rugged mountainous country. He swims the horses across rivers and creeks and
floats his provisions and gear on make-shift rafts wrapped in the waterproof
tarp. He keeps his horses well. He skirts farm buildings and often travels at
night past the larger towns. In all he travels over 1,500 kilometres on this
walkabout and after five seasons ends up in North Central Victoria in cattle
and sheep country. Ever since he fled the
station, Geoff has been craving salt. The first person he decides to talk to
since he begun his trek is a rabbit catcher. He has been secretly watching
this fellow setting traps on a daily basis for about a week. Geoff sees the
man add a pinch of salt to his rabbit stew. For Geoff, that is the clincher. Geoff hides his horses
and gear and approaches the man. He says he is 14 (he is twelve and a half)
so the man won't be worried about him and asks whether he can help the man
set the traps. He says that his mother and father work a farm 'up north' and
that his father has sent him in search of work. The fellow is taken with
Geoff's verve and 'look ya in the eye' way. Geoff shares some of his meal.
'Ah! Salt at last!' The rabbiter agrees to share tea and salt in exchange for
help. Geoff finds out the man
is paid by the landowner to poison, ferret, trap and dig out rabbits. Through
the rabbiter, Geoff meets the landowner and gets a six day a week job to keep
the rabbits down in another large area of the property. One Sunday the rabbiter
takes Geoff to visit the landowner. When they get to the farm house a person
is handling some horses in a very rough way. One of the horses is too wild to
handle. The landowner is contemplating shooting it. Geoff says not to shoot
the horse as he will be able to ride him. Everyone present laughs. They leave Geoff with the
unrideable horse and go inside for lunch. Geoff climbs into the yard and eyes
the horse and is making little head nodding movements. He starts talking
softly to the horse and making soft sounds. The horse flares, rears and
gallops the perimeter. Geoff turns him with raised hat. The horse stops -
chest heaving, nostrils flared, his wide eyes on Geoff. Geoff eyes the horse
and continues the whispering and head bobbing. With slow movement forward -
with gentle gesture - Geoff is, within minutes, stroking the horse. Had
someone seen this unfold it would have seemed surreal. When the men come back
from lunch Geoff is confidently and quietly riding the 'unrideable' horse
round the yard. It happens that the
landowner has just sacked his horse breaker who had got himself drunk on rum.
The landowner offers Geoff the horse breaker job. Geoff jumps at the chance. Geoff meets up with an
Aboriginal man repairing a windmill. Talk reveals that they are distant
relatives. Geoff moves on with his relative to another place to do horse
breaking. They move on after teeing up work at another sheep and cattle
property as horse breakers and yard builders. On arriving at this
property's main house Geoff meets a school teacher in her early 50's from
England who teaches the farmer's children. She takes an interest in Geoff and
wants to help his stuttering. By now he is thirteen and has been stuttering
badly for nearly three years. She tells Geoff that she is a trained speech
therapist and has taught soldiers to speak after World War One - those who
had been traumatised and gassed. When both their days duties are over, she
gives Geoff speech therapy. She has him say over and over, expressions like
'a raggy scraggy dog'. With her healing and nurturing Geoff is able to stop
stuttering most of the time. Geoff saves his earnings.
On one occasion Geoff buys clothes from an old Afghan travelling salesman who
travels the bush tracks in a horse drawn covered wagon. Along the way Geoff
also trades his horses for better ones. Geoff and his relative decide to head
back North. Geoff does not like his relative's drinking habits. Finally, on
one occasion when the relative comes back very drunk to their camp from a
nearby pub, Geoff decides it is better that he leave his only 'family' and
once again Geoff travels alone. On horseback with two
pack horses Geoff makes his way North. He passes Toowoomba, and traversing
around 4,000 kilometres arrives at Brookland Station - a big place twenty
miles North of Mareeba on the Cooktown road. It is owned by Carter and
Hawkings. Geoff got the job as a
stockman at Brookland Station on a referral from a stock and station agent
who had seen Geoff do some horse work in town at the cattle sales yards. One
of the Brookland Station owners, Ted Carter takes Geoff under his wing. Ted's
son Arlo joins the Australian army. Geoff wants to as well, though he is
unable - being only 14 and having no ID papers. Drovers would come down
slowly with mobs of cattle from the remote North. Geoff gets a job to help
them return up North with all their horse plant. Up at Millearna station
owned by Fred Kepple on the Cape near Coen, Geoff meets army blokes working
on an airstrip at Iron Range. They are on patrol in an old army blitz truck.
They tell Geoff that some young fellow has gone AWOL and they can't find him.
Geoff offers to take his place, name and pay. Geoff goes with them. Geoff is
soon found out and gets into big trouble with army command. Someone says he
can get out of going to jail by joining the American Merchant Navy. Geoff,
now nearly fifteen, does join (around 1942/3). He is involved in taking gear
and equipment around the PNG Islands. Carting fuel makes Geoff violently sea
sick. Geoff hears that the
Americans are looking for pack horses to replace mules lost in the
Chinese-Japanese war context. The task is to walk in fifty horses from
Bombay, India and up through the Punjab and across the North West Mountain
passes into China. These horses would be carrying howitzers and ammunition. On demonstrating his
horsemanship, Geoff by now just sixteen, is seconded to the American Army
from the Merchant Navy. He helps select the Australian bush horses and get
them to the awaiting ship. From Bombay, they walk the horses, weapons and
ammunition. There are two officers, a third medical officer and sixteen
soldiers. Three of the soldiers are young. The others served in WWI. Because of Geoff's
obvious horsemanship skills, he is given the task of caring for the Officers'
spare horses. Through this, Geoff is able to ride most of the time while the
other soldiers all have to walk beside the horses. In crossing India, a
couple of times they are able to use trains. They hire a few flat topped rail
trucks and build makeshift open air surrounds. The soldiers travel in with
the horses and see the rich tapestry of the Indian countryside roll by. Most
of the way they walk. At times they have trouble getting enough suitable feed
for the horses. They ascend the towering
mountains through the passes. When into the Chinese side of the mountains
they rendezvous, as arranged, with the a small contingent of Chinese
soldiers. The Chinese soldiers have their parents, grandparents, wives,
sisters and children, as well as mules and plenty of noisy chooks with them.
Without the soldiers support, all these 'extras' would have starved back in
their home territory. The Chinese, Americans and Geoff, as well as the horses
and the Chinese mules and chooks make a strange and often noisy mix. While still together with
the Chinese, they come under fire from Japanese soldiers. A Chinese mule is
hit in the stomach by shrapnel. Because the mule is mortally wounded, Geoff
is going to put it out of its misery. Their mules are very precious to the
Chinese. One of the Chinese uses acupuncture needles in the injured mule's
chest, ear and nose. The mule immediately becomes calm. Because of this, and
the Chinese people’s consternation about losing the mule, Geoff shaves
the wound, removes the shrapnel - without any fuss by the mule - and washes
the wound and intestines with saline solution. Geoff stiches up the
intestines and shoves them back in and stitches up the wound. The Chinese
watch Geoff's skill with eager admiration. With regular, acupuncture the mule
survives. Some of the Chinese are
hit by shrapnel during subsequent Japanese raids. The American Medical
Officer refuses to touch or treat the Chinese. The Chinese have seen the
quality of Geoff's natural 'healing work' on their mule. They ask Geoff to
clean and stitch them up with the aid of one of their comrade's accupuncture.
Geoff becomes their surgeon. Geoff comes back down to
Bombay suffering from carbuncles. He is repatriated back to Australia and
while in a lot of pain, given the atrocious injuries of other soldiers being
repatriated, finds his reason for being repatriated - carbuncles - a bit
embarrassing. He has seen active service in the American Army. He is still
around sixteen. Old Man continues his
storytelling - cutting to Geoff's lifework from aged 50 to over age 70: Now aged fifty, Geoff
draws on his life experience in taking on the heart-calling of helping
wayward youth. Typically Geoff has 20-25 youth at his youth camp. Days start
with healing and transformative storytelling. He stays with the boys on
horseback during the day demonstrating the stockman's life-ways. He funds his
Youth Camp by mining tin between 10PM and 3AM each night - tough pick and
shovel work. Now in his mid 80s, he has helped over 15,000 youth become
skilled horsemen. He is still doing this lifework. Energy is unfolding to
make a feature film of Geoff's early life. Uncompromising support for Geoff's
work is welcome. Geoff Guest - Petford
Youth Camp
The Healing Art of
Storytelling
Therapeutic Binds and
Double Binds
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